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Rated G
Disclaimer: I do not claim to own any Voyager
characters or Robert Frost's excellent poem "The Road Not Taken".
Summary: Janeway and Chakotay have a little heart
to heart in the mess hall.

Starlight streaked past the window in the darkened
mess hall. A lone figure sat on one of the couches facing the opening to eternity, knees drawn up to their chest and a cold
cup of yesterday's coffee in her hands. The doors hissed open and light from the corridor poured into the silent room. Captain
Kathryn Janeway looked up from her perch on the couch and squinted at the intruder standing in the light.
"Who's there?"
"I'm
sorry Captain. I didn't think anyone would be here at this hour." It was Chakotay.
"That's alright. Or it will be if
you step out of the doorway." said Janeway, holding a hand up to ward off the light. Chakotay smiled and stepped out of the
door's way allowing it to close. "So what are you doing here at this hour?" she asked.
Chakotay came over and sat down
across from Kathryn. "I come here sometimes when I need to think. Being in my quarters all the time becomes monotonous and
coming here helps give me a change of scenery."
Kathryn nodded and smiled. "I know the feeling. No one else has ever
been in here when I've come and I have decided to take advantage of that many times."
A worried look crossed Chakotay's
face and he asked, "Do you want me to leave?" He stood up and was about to start walking when Kathryn put out her hand.
"No.
Stay. Please. It would be nice to have some company tonight." She indicated the seat next to her and he sat down beside her.
"I've been thinking about a poem that was written a long time ago. I can't remember the author, but the words seem to speak
to me tonight. Maybe you know it.
"Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And
sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And
looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then
took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because
it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had
worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In
leaves no step had trodden black."
Chakotay picked up when she paused.
"Oh,
I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I
doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a
sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:"
Kathryn finished:
"Two
roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And
that has made all the difference."
They sat a moment and looked at each other, smiling softly. "I thought it went along
some of the decisions I've made. When we were first stranded here, I had two choices: help the Ocampa or use the Caretaker
to get us home. The Ocampa were the road with the undergrowth and using the Caretaker to get home was the fairer path. There
was no way to reverse the decision once it was made. 'I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference'.
And it has." Kathryn sighed as she finished and looked out at the stars. Then she turned back to Chakotay. "Have you ever
wondered what would have happened if another decision was made? How that would have affected our lives?"
Chakotay contemplated
the question carefully before answering. "I'm not sure what would have happened. The Maquis would probably have been put in
a penal colony, you would have married Mark, and everything would have gone on as if nothing had happened."
Kathryn
nodded her head. "Do you ever wish you could just go back and change something in the past? Like preventing Voyager from leaving
Deep Space 9 or stopping yourself from going into the Badlands?"
"Sometimes yes, but not anymore."
"Why not?"
"Because
then I wouldn't have had the chance to get to know you."
They smiled at each other and cautiously Kathryn leaned into
Chakotay who welcomed the unexpected move. After a moment he said, "Robert Frost."
"What?"
"Robert Frost wrote
the poem. 'The Road Not Taken'."
"Oh yes, now I remember. Thanks."
They sat there in silence in each other's
arms, watching eternity pass before them and for that moment they could forget about all the roads not taken.
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The End.
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